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shyPine4152
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PathStep 4 Compassion hearts16 Forum posts19 Forum upvotes21 Current upvotes21 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2019 Member sinceMarch 28, 2018
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It's a marathon
Journals & Diaries / by shyPine4152
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April 26th, 2019
...See more 7 months ago I stopped therapy. 4 months ago I stopped my meds. 1 week ago I was on the ground crying because I had failed. 1 day I met my new therapist. 1 hour ago my psychiatrist welcomed me back with open arms. 
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School stress
Personality Disorders Support / by shyPine4152
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April 20th, 2018
...See more I'm in my last semester or school and I have a bunch of tests I have to take, usually I fly through this stuff, it's so easy for me but my mind is so flighty and I can't concentrate. I have failed one test twice so far and it's stressing me out even more! My teacher said to just let it go and forget about it for a week and relax then revisit it. I'm just so frustrated that I don't know what to do!!! Ughhh
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Easter check in
Personality Disorders Support / by shyPine4152
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April 2nd, 2018
...See more The holidays overwhelm me. My entire family being here, I'm the youngest of 5 and all my siblings have atleast 4 kids, then you have all my aunts and uncles and cousins. It overwhelms my brain and I feel myself shutting down. I feel enclosed and smothered. It upsets me because I'm around people I trust and who I should feel safe with, but I don't feel safe. I don't trust. I fee like I need to be ready to be attacked and to fight back at any moment.
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Boundries
Personality Disorders Support / by shyPine4152
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April 1st, 2018
...See more Does anyone here have trouble with knowing where to put boundaries with other people? I feel like I'm either too open with new people or too closed off, the situation doesn't ever seem to fit how much I say or feel. I was just wondering if anyone had any ideas on how to set appropriate boundaries?
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School activity
Personality Disorders Support / by shyPine4152
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March 30th, 2018
...See more I'm in nursing school, today we did a lab called "hearing voices" it was supposed to help us understand how a person with mental illness thinks. Unfortunately I was not able to opt out, even with my history of mental illness. It really upset me after it was over and I was crying because my teacher said that I should be able to handle it better. I told her I have a history and that maybe in the future give someone the option to opt out and she told me that she's never met a nurse with mental illness!?!? What!?! So not true! I know tons. It really upsets me that my teacher was so heartless to this subject. Also, now, hours later, I'm still having anxiety and working off a panic attack, I feel like everything is crashing down and like there is a heaviness to my heart and mind. I hate this feeling. I hate feeling so alone.
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