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tealGlobe9196
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PathStep 4 Compassion hearts223 Forum posts7 Forum upvotes29 Current upvotes29 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2026 Member sinceSeptember 20, 2025
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Time couldn’t heal me
Grief & Loss / by tealGlobe9196
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January 27th
...See more I sob over my mom’s death every single night, It’s been 14 years now, yet I’m lonely and lost without her. She was my only friend who loved me unconditionally. I would die just to spend an hour with her again. I’m still broken from the inside and need healing.
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I’m drained from everything
General Support / by tealGlobe9196
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December 2nd, 2025
...See more Why does life have to be so tiring?? *** life and if there’s a meaning for it — *** itttttt I’m suffering and dealing with a mental battle each day, people are rotten these days and they make me feel worse. Maybe isolation is the best thing to do right now.
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Not enough
General Support / by tealGlobe9196
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October 26th, 2025
...See more Not enough I’m like a wall hit all day No matter what I do, still not enough I try my hardest to keep them Yet I get another hit and “ not enough” Their words and actions strike me with “not enough” I keep running to find my own peace then the winds shout at me and say “ running to where? You are not enough to be loved and cared for, go back to your start point and meditate to be tough” My image in the mirror says “you’re not enough and life is rough” IN THIS WORLD I HAD ENOUGH!
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A failure as a Dad
General Support / by tealGlobe9196
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October 22nd, 2025
...See more They would keep their children lying and dying  But never treat a plumber or an electrician the same  I would be starving in my room for hours  Who would care? Who would ever think of me? They starve the monster inside me then complain about the consequences  My mouth is dry and my throat hurts  They feed me insults and fights  This world is not fair I might die right now unnoticeably In my room there’s a cloud of despair falling down on me drops of pain, hate and self-harm.  Yes, you failed to save me  You failed to see me or please me and here I am, fading into an unmemorable heap of dust 
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I relapsed after 15 days of stopping masturbation
Addiction Support / by tealGlobe9196
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October 10th, 2025
...See more I hate myself more now and regret*. I was fine when i wasn’t doing it. I feel drained and tired of being addicted to something I don’t want. I tried to count the days I had stopped and they were 15 days!! My goal was 50 days at first then permanent stop and control *Please help I’m struggling with self ha,rm and did ha,rm myself because of it once.
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