A failure as a Dad
They would keep their children lying and dying
But never treat a plumber or an electrician the same
I would be starving in my room for hours
Who would care? Who would ever think of me?
They starve the monster inside me then complain about the consequences
My mouth is dry and my throat hurts
They feed me insults and fights
This world is not fair
I might die right now unnoticeably
In my room there’s a cloud of despair falling down on me drops of pain, hate and self-harm.
Yes, you failed to save me
You failed to see me or please me and here I am, fading into an unmemorable heap of dust
@tealGlobe9196
Your distress is evident.
I'm sorry if you feel unheard, unseen, unimportant.
Your feelings do matter.
You are not alone here 💕💜

Stay strong 😞💕
Im so sorry you're feeling this way. I would say stay strong but you're already strong enough to express what you feel. I hope and pray it gets better for you. Never for a second think you're unnoticed.
@tealGlobe9196 I am so sorry for what you are feeling. It must be really stressful and tough. Yet you have a lot of strength because you have reached out. You have expressed how you feel. Those are words of a brave warrior. You are not alone. You are loved for who you are, who what you really feel, for all your flaws.
✨🫂💓