I am really really really really lonely (Trigger Warning)
As the title says, I am incredibly lonely, I have been lonely for a lot of time now, for a decade to be precise, now me being 21 years old. I think I am severely, cripplingly depressed, although I did not get a diagnosis, but I don't need a diagnosis to realize that I am depressed due to loneliness. But I digress. I have officially given up on hoping that things will get better at this point, I am just a mess: crying, explosive angry, you name it, and if things will not get better by the time I reach 25 years of age, I will genuinely end my life, because I cannot live like this anymore, I genuinely cannot, it's unbearable, and the only reason I am still alive right now is because I am afraid to die, and nothing else, because at the end of the day I have nothing to look forward to when I wake up the next day. Hobbies do not work, gaming doesn't work, nothing as a distraction works. There are no places for socializing where I live: no concerts, no social events/social gatherings, no hobby clubs, nothing at all. And I cannot change town either because of college. I cannot cope with any of this anymore.
@IdkWhatNameToPutHere
hey I am so sorry u r feeling this way I am younger than you but if you want a friend you can talk to me uk Ill be there for you🤍
@tranquilechoes Thank you, I appreciate it a lot
@IdkWhatNameToPutHere
I'm really sorry to hear about your situation buddy. At times we feel this way. I hope this phrase pass as soon as possible for no one including you deserve loneliness. If you don't mind online socializing, please do check out our group chats as well as 1-1 listening session with listeners.
Also you mentioned about going to college. Is there anyway that you can socialize with people around there?
@pandanfe There isn't really a way. There are no college clubs here either, and it's not like I can approach someone randomly on campus, it's awkward, so my options are zero
@IdkWhatNameToPutHere
Yea, that is true. It's hard to approach people. If there's really no way to socialize, what's your next step?
@pandanfe I have absolutely no clue. If I had anything, I would've tried it already
@IdkWhatNameToPutHere
I was thinking more of exploring... like trying new things everyday
@IdkWhatNameToPutHere omg hi. I feel exactly how you feel!! As I read your post my mouth was agape cause if I didn’t know any better I would’ve thought I written this and forgot. The only difference is thst I am 25. Which is a crazy coincidence. I felt drawn to this post and just wanted to tell you, you’re not alone!! I *** feel this everyday. If you ever need an ear in your gal. Don’t give up! <3333
@cocothehippie Hi. I'm sorry you feel exactly like this too. And yeah, I could really use a talk right now, or whenever you can talk. And of course, you can also come talk to me as well if you need to
@cocothehippie Oh, and sorry I replied so late. I don't receive any notifications, if there are any, I dunno.
