I have helped others and now I need help myself

Hello everyone, my name is Leonardo. I now live in Indonesia, and I have found myself in a very difficult financial situation.

I wanted to help others, but I misjudged what I could afford and spent too long covering other people’s expenses. I understand my responsibility for those decisions. I am now trying to rebuild my income by looking for clients and working on websites and programming projects. But right now, I cannot manage on my own and need help.

I am asking for help raising $500: $300 to pay for my accommodation tomorrow and avoid eviction, and $200 for food and basic expenses in the immediate future. Even $10 would help me right now.

If you would like to help, my crypto wallet addresses are at the end of this post. Below is my full story for anyone who would like to understand how I ended up in this situation.

When I arrived here 7 months ago, I was fine. I had enough to live on, I worked, and I lived well. When I arrived, some acquaintances invited me to live with them, and everything seemed to be fine. Back then, I did not know how it would end.

We lived in a large villa, and it seemed that everything was fine. I paid the full amount for my room, but 2 more people lived in it at my expense. I did not object and thought it would be fun.

Over time, when we traveled around the islands, I also often had to lend money to other guys who lived with us in the villa. I was happy to help a little at first, in moderation, but over time, it became a constant thing.

A month passed, then 2. The guys who lived with me ran out of money, and I wanted to help them until they got more. I did it out of a desire to help, but in the end, my kindness was just taken advantage of, and they spent my money month after month.

You may ask, why didn't they work? They worked, and I even started working with them. They said beautiful words and told me that soon there would be a lot of money. We did the work, but there was no money.

In the meantime, I had less and less money. Then another person appeared in our company, and there were 4 of us. I supported three people financially while I was fed beautiful words.

Also, at this time, I was communicating with a girl on social media whose life was not easy either. She lived in an apartment without her parents during the war. She was the same age as me, and she constantly dropped different hints.

Once, I jokingly told her to come to me in Indonesia, and she even agreed. At that time, I really began to think that we might have something more than friendship because I had never had anyone before.

As a result, I paid for 3 weeks in a hotel in Europe for her before she flew to me. I also paid for a plane ticket halfway around the world and gave her various gifts. But, as it turned out, she did not like me at all, and this became the fourth burden of responsibility.

But I acted like a man. After she had lived with me in the villa for 2 months, I bought her a return ticket and spent another $1,200 on everything. I had paid for everything for her because she did not work and lay around playing games all day.

In the end, I was left with no money and without a person who would support me in difficult times.

I had so little money that I had to pawn my equipment to help myself and my friends continue living. My friends did not work, and I had to find a way to get money somehow. Once, a friend had an accident, and I also had to borrow money for his treatment.

In the end, they all left when I was already without money, and I was left alone with a lot of debt and without my equipment.

During this time, I have made a lot of mistakes, but I have remembered them, and this will be a very expensive lesson for me.

Now I live alone in an ordinary guesthouse, without equipment. I try to work, create websites, program, create an interesting game, and continue to help people to the best of my ability. But now I have a lot of debt, there are no clients, and tomorrow I have to pay $300 for housing. Otherwise, I will be evicted.

If you count my debts, they total somewhere around $10,000. That is a considerable amount for me, especially when I have $0 in my account and cannot even buy food properly. I have to borrow money again for food.

Actually, that is why I am here. I realize that I cannot cope alone and that I need your help.

I understand that I am unlikely to collect $10,000 here to pay off my debts and start a new life, but I would be very happy with even $10 for food. Sometimes I do not eat for a couple of days, and I try to save as much as I can.

I work 20 hours and sleep very little to earn at least something. I am afraid that tomorrow they may evict me, but I will try to come up with something.

If any of you want to help me, I will gladly accept your help. You can help me by sending any amount to my crypto wallet.

Ethereum — 0xe27d84e1a7dbda5a36b0bd89270316b21f0da0c5

SOL — HBJ2L3hWMVQoJRCnQHZEeN2UNa7cZqB1G491pfJWBHC7