Life
Life's tough!! Being happy is not small thing . cannot even be happy for a moment when something happens!!
Its filled with worries. Can't be at peace for some time !!!!
I never had alot of friends and most of my so called friends are that close either . in this fickle world its hard to find someone truly good , many of them were good to me just for some purpose , backstabbed me ,but were they friends? NO , they were not ! Some just forgets me when i haven't contacted them Just for a week . would a true friend doo this ? NO .being in deeply judgemental society its difficult to accept ourselves , for someone i am ugly cuz i am skinny and brown ( medium shade ) for some i pretty and cute( even got offered for modelling but eventually lost it )its all the materialistic things , yeah self esteem does hurt, do question myself what am i ?
Thinking about future, career, lost many opportunities, feel worthless. Lost frnds , imagine going to clg daily to see faces of ppl u don't like , don't like the clg , exhausted, no mental support, away from family , no hope for future.
So sometimes its better to be alone ,its exhausting to maintain these when our values don't align . With mind, peace , health fckd up , life giving u lessons heart hurting its better to focus on yourself first . I Need to learn to appreciate small things cuz life's is just once rather that regretting aver these thing doing something meaningful would be better . now i understand why they say its u who's gonna walking the path.
I don't know whether this would offend someone but this is all i have to say 🙏🏻
@creativeBeach9463 you seem to be feeling lost in this world 🙁 and yeah I understand the world/life can be hard, really really hard. I don't think much of myself either so I understand your low self esteem issues🙁 I've learnt to slow down and appreciate the little things and it really helps you feel at peace 💖 maybe try sitting outside with some good music a hot drink and watch the sunrise/sunset its guaranteed to make you smile🙂 life is all about happiness, and never give up on hope 💖 everything is possible 💖 gives you a giant tiny hug 💗💗 I hope you find peace soon💖
@creativeBeach9463
Heyy there Creative! I hope you are keeping well now!🤍
I can only imagine how much it can be draining, exhaustive and hopeless at times or probably frequent times in 20s! I hear you and I realise the frustration and grief that wraps you amidst all the circumstances that surround you!
However, I will just say that, be a little kind to yourself, allow yourself to feel everything that you do without any judgements! Release all the emotional load and then when you feel okay, ask yourself, how do I see myself 10 years from now and what would your 10 years younger self told you at this moment? How far you came?🤍
Everytime in life, pain has a purpose! It's meant to teach us some lesson in life! And the more quickly we catch up that chance, the more self confident we become!
It's okay to not figure out everything all at once! Sometimes just existing with the uncertainty holding faith works! We never need to lend trust and hope to anybody but shift that to ourselves! We need to trust ourselves enough that we are always enough! That also doesn't mean, we close ourselves to the people in life!
It's completely okay to feel so overwhelmed by things! It's really really normal! I trust you, you will definitely feel good sooner!
Also, how about just writing down 3 good things that happened in your day no matter how small it is? How about going on a solo date probably just a cup of coffee, spending time in nature with butterflies, clicking pictures of the moon and clouds?
Life is just there within you! It's all within you! Also, trying some meditation might work as well!
Just know that you are never alone in this! We all are together! You can always reach out here! ✨💎Take care!