Looking for a best friend

Hello all,

I'm Enes from Turkey 24 years old normal guy. I'm kinda having a busy life in the last few years. Always busy with work and routine, but rarely sit down and slow down a little bit with this busy fast life I'm living. But most importantly never sit and start expressing the feelings that are in my heart Even with my closest friends or my relations. I was not caring about this anyway until in the last two years I start to feel that there's something missing or wrong with me. I'm not sure if this is the real world and this is what most people experience or I'm really living a dry life, but anyway I'm looking for a friend who I can chat with. It's 3:12 AM right now and I just wanted to ask for a friend but I don't know why I suddenly start to write what I'm feeling right now.