Not Going Anywhere?
I always feel like what I do in life never actually leads me to where I want to go in life. No matter what I do and no matter how I persevere, it metaphorically falls flat. I might even go backwards in life. It seems like I need to try excessively to go anywhere I want in life. I feel like I don’t have control over my life and that it just drags me around. I think that free will is an illusion in this case. I feel like I am always going through a tunnel, but the end is blocked so I can never get to where I want no matter how hard I try. Along with this, everyone else’s tunnel isn’t blocked and I can see them getting to where they want to go. Not sure what to do anymore…
@GumballMachine
Many people feel like you and yes many seem to go a similar path without roadblocks or bends in the road.......
If i gaze over it always seems like friends and acquaintances path looks clear and smooth while mine looks as if one wrong step best I strain an ankle and worst break something. The reality is i see an overview of their path not the rocks and pitfalls they see.
If you are struggling take inventory and perhaps plot another course. there often are many paths to the same destination