Some question in my mind
@Tinywhisper11
i hope this finds u well
i was meaning to ask before n was thinking few times but wasn’t sure since I probably shouldn’t but could….
anyway, I wanna find ppl like u in my life, ur the right type that im searching in p to be empathetic n caring n i feel like i hit dead end each time i trust them more or open up
finding friends been the hardest n unfortunately not luck yet it all ended up to waste or pain
still healing from it
thats why the loneliness n anxiety is beside me
so I’m like thinking if I could ask, but is it possible u have this “name” on some other platform?
I hope it’s ok to at least try to ask since I have some other tasks n things to do where im also gonna ask so im placing my practice to see if its worth it to ask for anything that’s on my mind🐙
I guess staying busy like my dad is the best? Not thinking of these stuff or feelings but instead giving them chance to get better by doing tasks each day n becoming that friend for myself im tryyiiiiing 🙏🏻🥺
@livbinny I know your trying sweetie ❤ keeping yourself busy, is a great way to not only distract your thoughts, but I find gives me meaning, things to be proud of ❤ never be afraid to ask me anything🙂 or anyone else for that matter. You don't ask you don't know ❤ I'm not sure if I mentioned this before, but I'm under a government protection programme🙁 I can't go on most social media sites, no you tube. So I think this is the only way we can talk😕 it sucks, I'm sorry. Gives you a giant tiny hug ❤❤❤
Oh I didn’t know that.. that’s sad but if ur safe then it’s good I guess?
im soon trying to start or how to say it, these days im gonna mail the student council there n hopefully they will be able to tell me more… gotta ask there too🥺🥺🥺🩵 I’m just scared of not being met with answer due to privacy reasons there too…but that’s my assumption, I know I have to try
my distraction is working great these days💕💖
so at least like that … tbh it’s sad that u cannot go there, social media is source of my inspiration n thanks to those ppl im keeping myself up too which is great but then there is also the other side of it, personally its hard to find there support but it helps 🐙🥺
@livbinny hugs you tightly ❤ I wish I could do more to help you ❤❤
But yeah it's not easy, I can't have my own phone, no mail sent to my adress, no bank account, most sites are off limit, I have to go through my carers to look things up and do shopping. It feels like sometimes I don't exsist🙁 but yeah I'm safe and that's the main thing🙂
gives you a giant tiny hug ❤
carers? Not careers?
oh, by the way to be the invisible it’s scary. My family was one like very rude instead it asked if I did not exist. If all things I do I do in a private and I have to because of them. It’s really sad. It’s so hard and despite being on social media, I feel like well. It doesn’t even know me that I am it’s it’s it’s horrible. I’m sorry too. I don’t really go on those sides because it gives me peace when I’m not there involved with those people because not everyone is this kind to you but yeah I know that’s really sad. I try not to think of it because it’s true that it’s been invisible every day just we better not think of it. I don’t know what to say. I’m sorry.
I tried to contact mail n cups n admin but still nothing
cannot upload img :(
@livbinny yeah carers ❤ I hear you🙁 it is very hard, hugs you tightly ❤❤ I wonder why it won't let you upload pics🙁 that's strange! Anyways we all have this place, thank God ❤ people here are nice 🙂🐙
i asked admin n waiting for update🥺
I hope I’m not the only one bcs once I got new phone the problem didn’t go away🐙💔
im not familiar with word carer in English but does it mean person in facility that takes care 24/7?
@livbinny yes that's what a carer means ❤ in the carehome, we have people who work different shifts as our care takers. Their not just here for me, they look after everyone here🙂 but I can't dress myself, or shower alone, I need help to get into my wheelchair and into bed. There's a lot of things I need people to do for me, so that's what the carers do ❤