Tbh adulting is hard

I think that's what being an adult is. Aren't we all familiar with stupid teacher who makes us question how did they get so far being this way when can't take the L gracefully I feel like that's an imposter. Anyway sorry for ranting but I think that's normal. And friends yeah that's a heavy one now that I'm 23 and I agree I believe the problem is we want life long friend/friends. People who we can look at and say this is as far and having a strong bond can go it can't be any better and forming those kinda bonds is so hard because it's so random I think. People who didn't drift apart from each other they have those bonds but it's just a rare thing imo. We can't chase that I can't argue that we can't help but wish and imagine such things to happen to us. Well if you wanna talk I would love to talk I have anxious attachment style so I am clingy type of person so I have to stop myself a lot from glorifying the friend/friendship so yeah you sound like you have same attachment style but maybe I'm wrong. Either way take care buddy.