What’s loneliness with real answers

// no, I’m not generalizing ppl but speaking solely from my hurtful experience !! //

It gets very lonely when u HAVE to put it out from your head forever.

Like seeing reality of ppl that could have reach out to you but didn’t n then didn’t even make the second effort.

No, been told yeaterday or what day that it means not being interested…

Some ppl are mindless.

Damn I tired of all these ppl.

The wrong thing I did was: giving everyone the same HOPE. NO, I wasn’t thinking who will be worthy of it n who won’t!!

Not at all!!

So I was either being used all this time or taken for granted. In some cases, both.

When I needed a help …which now I clearly SEE how I always got bare minimum from everything or just “reactions” n nothing else. No opinion, no support…. Be it like extra dry.

Now ur expected to go after right ppl again?

I’m tired of all these chasing n searching…

Minimal efforts worm cost u much plus giving it back to yourself is the only way forward.

No, I’m rly done.

I don’t wanna fight for ppl all my life.

Nobody ever looked back if I matter too!!

So the worst side of loneliness is this never ending self pity n anger.

Injustice.

They couldn’t care less abt us now…(ugh if I ever knew it before!)

((I still continued to make up story n thing of some “good” ppl…))

No.

Stop seeing “goodness” in ppl that never showed you how good they were!!! 

So yeah, nobody cares how u heal.

Or what u do w all this pain.

Look ppl…

I know we shouldn’t give them the “satisfaction” of our suffering from thwre pain but heck, we already are in it, aren’t we???

It’s not that we satisfied them even now, no… it’s about admitting it really happened!

I know we shouldn’t live this miserable every day bcs of them. But I guess only time heals this all afterwards ….

Like srsly….

No, it’s not that easy at all. 

Sometimes not even being busy helps..

It doesn’t matter how much you keep focus outta pain. It still finds you ofc.

I would say to take power back but it feels like having nothing now…..

No one rly fights for you, thus giving the same hope to everyone is not an answer in today’s world.