Feeling isolated

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I live with my partner and his 95 year old grandma with his family all around next door down the road, after living here for 8 years, we had a fight and the whole fam gets involved, and of course I'm asked to leave which is fine but after loosing my father who I was close to, in a car accident wanting to be around my family he does not seem to want the same thing. So to make him happy I'm here again.