Stress
I am battling with myself, feeling as though I'm winning yet losing simultaneously. I'm tired of a lot of things and I've never been one to give up and admit defeat, but I'm exhausted. But why give up now? It's just been a rough seven years of pure turmoil. Though I'm in anguish now, I know I'm almost out of the woods. I refuse to believe this torment is everlasting and I'll continue to encourage myself ( and others ) to reach for the light until they are set free. I'll hang on to whatever sanity is left within me until my last breath is stolen, or i survive. - amothie.
@amothie
You asked yourself a very good question "But why give up now?" You have taken so many storms, hugs, you must be an experienced sailor by now and further storms might hopefully be easier to take but it takes energy. What are things you enjoy and that help you to recharge?
This is a link to study music, I find it very relaxing and maybe it helps you to wind down too https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e5zUDrNom9Y
Your beautiful Amothie. Lets go get married