Enough!
Stop pitying yourself, you are in no way weaker than anyone out there. You wanna study, exercise, compete etc just go for it and don't give damn about what others will say, just do it repeatedly till you are satisfied. Fail as many times as you can till you get what you want, stop caring about judgements, my life, my decisions and I decide not to give up!
@spectacularPrince
That's right.
Perception isn't the same as perspective.
What we perceive as a flaw, others may perceive as a gift/blessing.
The reality is that from our individual perspective, we can see something that those around keep overlooking. There's something meaningful in the way we perceive things as an individual.
I have a t-shirt that says "Grow through what you go through" and it's such a powerful message.
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@spectacularPrince I've never felt weaker than anyone. But when i do meet people, I get a desire to shrink into solitude ... I feel the judgment too strongly most of the times...