Feeling buried with despair and guilt
I grew up poor mentally abused and unwanted I try to hide it with fake laughter but I’m dying inside I don’t know what to do I don’t even understand the concept of love or relationship I really need help
@Ajk2024
Who are you trying to hide you background from?
When you have difficult backgrounds ..........you CAN have an advantage skills and experiences that set you apart ... not something you hide from others.
I, for one do not believed a person is defined by childhood/ level of income / even bad parents or bad situations. I think we think we do not know things we do.... when you feel love ...it is not like anyone else so even if you understand another persons point of view it will not explain yours.
when you find a person that you should be totally honest and open with and expect nothing less in return ..... you will understand your relationship. a person wanting to love and be with you should NEVER have to hide your true self bad childhood and all.
