Self thought therapy

So, since my last very badly spelled and tired post at midnight. Ive forced myself, my brain, my thoughts to think and see things diffrently.

Results after a few months?

Slow going but ive noticed small changes for the better in myself. Still a *** ton of work to do.

But, this is a reminder to thoes out there, it is possible, u can heal, grow, change and wash the sludge off, but what the hard pill here is, it takes time

And its okay how ever long u take, as long as u keep trying, dont give up on urself, if theres ones thing u could live for and do better, its urself.

Ive had a chatoic life in a sense, ive been at the top with money and doing good, ive been homeless and hooked on things, lost in an abusive relation to finding healthly ones.

I still have problems and issues with my adjustments, still finding my anger and distane for humans to deal with, but, i can see the small spots where ive caught myself thinking diffrently because of me forcong myself to do it.

Is this the way for everyone? No. But the point here is, you are ur own flower, u can make it grow or die because of how u maintain ur own growth at one point, dont be afraid to start watering urself after being feared,brainwashed,abused or what ever ot may be into starving ur own growth and healing.

Because it is possible. No matter how slow and painfull the process can be.... i now see, if i keep going, for myself. Its possible