This is my first post
warning. Could be triggering.
Can’t really write much.. reading writing overwhelm me.
I have HSS/HSP,ADHD,CPTSD(from my childhood), PTSD.
im 42. I’ve fought and suffered for all my life. But I lost everything. Severe depression,panic attacks,
since last year, eating disorder ,insomnia. Seems multiple chemical sensitivity was added.. suffer breathing.
only reason I still lived was my child. Also my soulmate. She was 19yo cat. But she was my child,everything. she was my half… It’s just she was born as a cat.
I lost her few days ago.
have no energy to even eat..
I only feel that I want to go to her and be together again.
Hi Emma,
I'm very sorry life has been so tough on you recently. You have been very strong fighting through all these difficulties. You've come very far! Please don't give up! Life can seem unfair, tough, and inhumane. But through these challenges, I am sure you will find that beacon of light! Try to think of everything, anything even, that life has to offer that you enjoy. I pray that you will rise above these obstacles. All the best.
@Emmabell1
Aww. I'm sorry for the loss of your soul mate. She sounds like she was really special and unique. I have several cats, all of them are unique. And yours obviously had a wonderful life, getting to 19 years. What colour was she? How did you meet?
And I'm sorry that you've had so many difficulties throughout your life. It must be exhausting to wade your way through all of that, all the time.
Welcome to the 35+ community. I wish it was in better circumstances. I hope you can find some companionship here that might fill the gap a little. You might like to also explore the grief and loss community. They were really supportive to me when I lost a pet.
