Feeling very low today

Just needed to vent because I don't have anyone I can go to. I'm feeling particularly depressed today. My husband has shown very little effort and support in the last year but there is nothing I can do to change that. The holidays bring me down because I am reminded of how alone I am.

Normally work is the best part of my day but today I'm just not feeling it. I'm not looking for any advice today as this isn't really something to advise. I just thought writing my feelings of loneliness would be a better way of trying to get it out of my system. I just want to go home and cry.