Hiding....
For to long I have clouded my pain until the day I stopped clouding....now reality has set back in and I am powerless to deal with it....ibhave been on here for a short while with hopes I could mabey open up....I am still not there but I managed to type this and hope I can hit create thread in time before I change my mind....i want to be fixed....I just don't know if it's possible....or if I'm even worth fixing....I feel like I'm hiding and I don't like it but can not seem to change it....
@Chrismango
Hii, a warm welcome to the community, and kudos on creating this thread, it is so very commendable of you to seek support. Super proud of you ❤
I hear you, it surely feels we need some kind of fixing and repairing sometimes, but no my friend, your feelings are very valid, but you're not broken and not someone who need fixing, just maybe some care , support and love to help you get back in life and to help the healing process a little smooth for you .
Glad to have you as a part of 7 cups, and I truly hope you receive the best possible support ❤ , it's okay to hide at times, take your time, you took a step by creating this thread , you took a step by creating this account , so many steps already... just like these , one step at a time, and you truly have got this ... just at your time , pace and comfort . Offering kind hugs ❤
I am sorry I didn't reply sooner, I appreciate your words more rhan I can write or even say. Care, love, and support sound amazing but I wouldn't know what they look like, I am going to try to learn though....one thing I do like is learning....any kind of learning is growing
@Chrismango
Aw I understand, absolutely no worries . I am glad you could feel the kindness, maybe this is a form of love and care too ? ❤
Please take your time, youre right any step is growth and I am rooting for you ,.just keep going 🤗❤
As I read your message, I thought about how I feel like I have to “fix” something about me or who I am. You aren’t alone. Please know this. You are worthy of feeling good. And when you do not, reaching out, expressing safely your emotions and well being, it’s all valid. I’m new here too. It’s a scary feeling to reach out. You did. Give yourself credit for that. I think about how there are corners and sometimes we might know what is on that other side of it. I’m working on trusting that there will be something that turns what I am going through into perspective, motivation....change. Be kind to you. Sending warm energy your way. Be well.