Need a meaningful conversation

Yes

@MostlyHarmless42 ... I am new to 7cups , just now ... I might sometimes take a while to reply but please feel free to 1 to 1 chat with me , not sure how things work here just yet , but you'd be welcome to

I am down to have a good chat

I'm going through something similar right now...

It sucks pouring your heart out to someone, and basically get ghosted from people close to you. Or not getting the same level of treatment/friendship/relationship or whatever reciprocated back when you put in a lot of effort, love, and care.

It's a draining experience....

You ARE good enough by the way, because you're considerate enough to ask this question and it sounds like you're putting in effort to get a deeper connection.

I was questioning the same myself just last night, but I think really it's a matter of attracting the WRONG type of people and needing to work on boundaries (for me anyways, I'm terrible at it), rather than "am I good enough?". Because I've put in a LOT of effort in all my relationships, and now I'm getting burnt out.... That's just my observation at least...

I hope you find someone special or special people that you can connect with and form a deep bond, I'm still try to find that one special person or those special people in my life...It's a long process for me, but I'm sure it'll be worth the wait at least.

I am sorry for the way you have outcastes by others. My entire existence has been like that and now has worsened. Not going into details but Please don't feel worthless or alone or blame your self for others that's are to incompetent to see what you have to offer or the beauty inside you. They are blind and foolish. We can't do 1 on 1 here I have learned. But reply please and I will try to give you a good conversatiion. Be good or be good at it. Lol I always choose good at it much more of a trip and lots more fun.