Ready to recover from alcohol abuse 🕊
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So, I’m 35, She/Her with a vast history of mental disorders.
Since the pandemic hit my OCD, anxiety and depression went to through the roof and I started self medicating with alcohol. Things got out of control.
Now I have to stay abroad away from my husband (international marriage) and my anxiety and depression got even worse. I started drinking every day copious amounts. And I am wasting huge amount of money, being reckless, not caring if I live or die. My binge eating disorder reappeared as well.
So I have decided that it’s time for me to start really living. The first step is to get this all off my chest. I would never judge anyone but I’m extremely harsh with myself and I feel ashamed, unworthy of love, unworthy of anything good.
I’m ready to take control of my life now.
Thanks for listening 🙏🏻🤗❤️
@holdingtohope Hi, I'm sorry to hear that you judge yourself so harshly, I hope that with time you can learn to be more gentle on yourself. That is great that you feel ready to take control of your life. I wish you all the best.
Thank you so very much for your kindness 🤗💕 I’m finally allowing myself to feel without masking my emotions.
First sober weekend in a good while and I’ve been crying a lot but I feel the most at peace and proud of myself I’ve felt in a very long time 🕊