Hey, I'm New Here

Hi, I'm Isaac and I'm 16 years old. I've been in many bad places before and made many bad decisions. I suffer from anxiety and depression, and because of this I've turned to self harm, drinking and drugs. I've complety shut myself off from the world and lost many friends along the way. The distance between me and my parents is too big. The problem that I have is I keep all my problems to myself and and damage myself even more. I can't explain the feeling that I'm feeling. I feel so empty inside and it's like there's a hole inside me that I don't know how to fill. I am looking to try and overcome this no matter how long it takes. I need someone who can guide me and always be there for me. Thank you fro listening :)