Hi. I'm the bad guy.
After being selfish I've put myself in a position to reflect, and I've decided I've made choices that don't reflect who I want to be. I didn't commit any crimes, but I didn't appreciate what I had and took it for granted. My reason for being here is to resolve this and move forward, to be inspired to be that man I want to be instead of living in my lonely little pity party.
@MountainLion
Everyone makes mistakes and it is normal to do it but it matters if we learn from them and want to make a significant change and I'm really glad you're here to make that change and move forward
You're not the bad guy, you're only human who's always growing and evolving ❤️ all the best
The fact that you recognize mistakes that you've made and want to move forward is huge. Feeling sorry for yourself certainly won't help you do that. I'm sorry you had to lose in order to learn but that's quite often the jolt we need to pull our heads out of the clouds. You can build a better you on top of a solid foundation.
I hope you find the success you are looking for in improving your well being.