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Hi I am a 46 year old female with a lot of background noise in my life. It ranges from losing my mother at 7, abuse from family and friends, becoming a mother at 16, my addictions and family members addiction, estranged from my father, losing my father from suicide. My life has by far been difficult and I have a hard time accepting life when it's good to me. I have anxiety, insomnia and major depression as to which I hide on a daily. Positive notes I am married to my high-school sweetheart for 28 yrs 4 grown wonderful children and 7 amazing and beautiful grandchildren.