Dealing with ourselves.
I live alone somewhat by choice, somewhat by circumstances. I don’t handle “ drama” very well and it seems that that is all anyone wants to do is dramatize every little thing in life.
I can barely deal with myself and my issues. Between my severe depression, social anxiety, gender/sexuality issues, being overweight, literally losing my mind(forgetting things I did just seconds ago) , the list goes on and on.
I have no savings, no friends, no family and I am truly getting scared of losing my faculties much more and truly becoming a burden on society.
I don’t amount to much but I earn my way. I don’t want to be that person I am turning out to be.
Dealing with ourselves is ….. I don’t remember what I added this under.
I apologize. Sorry.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
Hello, so glad to meet you.❤️. I so resonate with what you are saying. I don't like drama but that seems to be ever-present these days. I too am up in age and have begun to notice the things that I no longer can do as I once did and worry about becoming a burden on my daughter. I kind of have no family but have adapted to acceptance of that now. I am married but it feels like being alone if you get my drift.
I would like to say I don't feel you could ever be a burden on society❤️. I have begun to look at some different types of senior care now while I am able to see if I can get some things in place before I need it. Seeking out what types of programs might meet my needs and my budget.
Maybe you can start searching for resources in your state. I am always willing to meet a new friend and I am glad you are a part of the 7cups family. I hope you begin to feel better as the days go by.
@scarletPear1945 Thank you for being you, I am so grateful to you and all the others that have reached out to me even though I am a tightly wound ball of negativity. You have been very kind and supportive, along with the others who have reached out. I just wanted to make sure I reach out to all who have reached out to me and make sure everyone knows I am thankful for all of you. I don’t know how much longer I will have my faculties, and I am having a strange calm lucid want to reach out and say thank you and also apologize for my past rudeness moment. I’m not myself and it is scaring me. Forget the last part.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
Dear friend, no apology needed❤️As I read, you have done well communicating and expressing your feelings, which is fantastic. Every step that you have taken to respond to us total strangers was a step in interaction and making yourself vulnerable. That was a major quest you accomplished, don't take it lightly. I commend you. You are courageous and thoughtful.
It has been my pleasure to meet you. You are not alone. We are here for you💖😊
@scarletPear1945 Thank you once again, but I am not meaning to be negative but face to face interaction is where I really fail. I see what you’re saying as far as interactions here but I think a lot of that has to do with my current circumstances and add that to the fact I never will see any of you face to face and nobody would ever recognize me if we passed on the street, has given me the courage to get to this point. Progress? Maybe, but I struggle to compare this to any progress in “the real world” . I just want to return the kindness, support and compassion that I have been shown. That is the least I can do to help keep the positivity flowing.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
Thanks for responding. Yes, you are right that I would not know you if I met you on the street and yes we are responding sight unseen. The main thing that I see is that yes we are reaching out into an invisible atmosphere to one another. We have made a soul connection as two human beings struggling with emotional and maybe even some physical conditions. The point is you did it.
All of us here are struggling with some type of issue and we all need someone to understand what we are going through especially when no other people are close or involved with us. Just one listening ear to help us find a reason to hope for an encouraging word or a reason to not throw in the towel. I am 71 years old as of the 21st of November and I have been struggling since I was a child through all kinds of abuse, neglect, abandonment, physical abuse, and a husband that I live with yet we are totally alienated but together. So I definitely get it.
Just an ounce of positivity in your life no matter how it comes can help encourage and put just a little bit more hope in your spirit. Someone to speak life to you and your situation can and will begin to help change your mindset believe it or not. I am proud that you take the time to reply to my post.
Thank you, even sight unseen I am glad you are here.💖and Happy Thanksgiving.
@scarletPear1945 I try very hard to keep those facts (everyone here is struggling too) at the forefront of my thoughts while I struggle with my wording. You statements are right on point,
I only wish I could have had my clarity and understanding along with emotions a lot sooner in life. To finally start to see a positive path and then find out the journey is almost over is not what I would consider enjoyable.
I’m sorry I should stop now. It is a holiday for a lot of people and it should be a positive day.
Happy Thanksgiving to you as well.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami It sounds like you are dealing with many difficult circumstances in life (poverty, isolation, forgetfulness, etc.) Who you are isn't what happens to you, but how you choose to respond to it. Short term memory loss doesn't make you a burden (think of Dory from Finding Nemo!), it's just an obstacle to overcome. You are more than the amount in your bank account. You are a person worthy of love, appreciation, and respect, and blessed with unique talents, experiences, and insights. I hope this helps. Feel free to message me anytime if you would like to talk more about this. I hope you discover peace and happiness in your life.
Thank you for your kindness, I appreciate your compassion and support. Yes , peace for me is coming soon. Happiness?? Not so sure about that. But Thank You.
