A passing moment of calm and clarity
I am back to my normal selfish, negative, cranky self. But for several hour throughout the night I woke up with a strange sense of calm and was drawn to my old posts here and reread the responses that were made on my posts and the responses that I made back. I was shocked to realize how selfish I have become. I used to be the listener and be the one trying to be supportive even though I had no idea what they truly were feeling or what I was feeling. I just tried to be kind. I realized that I have become so wrapped up in my own personal world that I have not listened and appreciated the efforts of true kindness support and encouragement from everyone. I am so ashamed of myself for becoming so self absorbed.
Granted my time may be limited but I will try and do better. I am so sorry everybody. Be safe and stay wonderful.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
We're only human. It's nice that you were able to do some self-reflection and acknowledge that though. That takes a lot to admit. But, in the same breathe it's understandable to take some time to focus on yourself sometimes. It's not selfish to take care of yourself. Sometimes we have a lot on our plate. Regardless, luckily there's always room for growth <3💜
@innateJoy9602 Thank you….., I am hoping that throughout today I can finally find mental peace and comfort and then be able to fully focus as much as my body will let me anyway, on starting to take the necessary steps to get my affairs in order as much as I can as quickly as I can. I will never be able to repay the kindness I have been given here. Thank you again.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
Way to go dear friend.❤️
@scarletPear1945
I appreciate you very much . Thank you.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
No thanks needed, but you are more than welcome❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I feel like I've done the same again lately. I'll make sure not to be so self absorbed and confused either, thank you for that.
@ScaredLongNeckedFrend
Thank you for reaching out, I hope you can accomplish everything you desire to.