Ramblings 3
Nothing new, same issues . I miss the people here. I have been really struggling the last few months. I have been really trying and it seems like I am going back instead of forward.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami Merry Christmas Iam! Thinking of you 💜
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
Hello, my friend, I pray that you are recovering well. Recovery can be a slow process, however we are all sitting by waiting for you. No rush and no pressure. You are an important part of this body of loving, caring friends and we Truly miss and care about you.❤️🙏
@WorkingitThrough2
@Tinywhisper11 😂😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11
HA, Ha😂 I guess we will keep waiting. I love the GIF
@Iamwhoiamwhoami guess what I got for xmas!?!?😁😁 good poisoning😂😂 I've spent the last few days being sick, having bad stomach cramps and sleeping🙁 but I'm better now 😁😁😁 and I've eaten a piece of toast so that's good😁
I miss you so much, I'm here for you when your ready I love you ❤
@Tinywhisper11
I am so sorry you got sick, do you know what food caused that reaction? Glad you feel better.
@WorkingitThrough2 it must of been the turkey🙁
@WorkingitThrough2 Happy new year<3
@BlueDarkAurora
The same to you and tours💕
@Tinywhisper11 aw<3 Hope you feel so so much better soon<3
@BlueDarkAurora Thank you ❤😁
@Tinywhisper11
@BlueDarkAurora 😂😂😂😂😂
@Iamwhoiamwhoami also looking for @mytwistedsoul I know xmas is hard for him, I hope your ok ❤
@Tinywhisper11 soul don't leave us🙁..... Walk towards the light
@Tinywhisper11 you sure those are lights :O I see eyes :O
@BlueDarkAuror it's ok don't be alarmed!!! I'm the light at the end of the tunnel😎
@Tinywhisper11 haha xD
@Tinywhisper11 I'm sorry 😞 The poor kitty looks so sad
@mytwistedsoul kitty happy now cause your back ❤
@Iamwhoiamwhoami it's new years eve here 😁 I wish and pray this year will be a much better one for you ❤❤
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I will wait for you for as long as it takes ❤
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
@Tinywhisper11
@BlueDarkAurora that's not waiting patiently😂😂😂😂😂😂 naughty baby!
@Tinywhisper11 xD
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I get scared at the thought your no longer here with us 🙁 I worry if we'll ever know what happened🙁 but I won't give up hope ❤ I just really pray your ok, where ever you are ❤ I love you
@Tinywhisper11 (hugs you gently) I was just thinking about him and wondering 😞
@Tinywhisper11
@mytwistedsoul
and anyone else who cares
I apologize for the major lack of communication from me. I’m still breathing. I had some major issues getting back here. I am not sure how much I am going to be able to be here for awhile yet.
My struggles haven’t changed much, other than being able to move without massive pain. However trying to do anything is exhausting in itself. I started back at work earlier this week on a as I can handle it basis. My body feels like I overdo it everyday. I come home everyday and lay on ice packs for hours on end.
Everything has been and continues to be overwhelming. Including being here. I will try and check any messages I missed as I am able.
Tiny —— I love you ❤️ ❤️❤️ I think of you quite often, but I just have been really struggling to get back here. I hope you are doing well. I am so sorry for causing you or anyone else any stress over my absence. ❤️❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami Iam! oh my goodness it's so good to see you! Thank you. It makes sense. I apologize, I hope I/we didn't make you feel pressured. Oh gosh, but thank you so much for writing. You were pretty stationary because of pain and then with the surgery, it took a lot out of you. I can understand why you and your body would feel exhausted after working all day. I hope with time you're able to rebuild your strength and endurance. Take care of yourself Iam. Sending you love ❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
I am so glad that you are out of the hospital. I am sorry that you are experiencing so much pain and exhaustion. We all understand. Just so glad to see you again. Please take care of yourself as best you can, and we will keep you in our prayers.🙏. Healing is a slow process, be patient with yourself and give yourself plenty of Self Care.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I just woke up and this is the first thing I read and the smile on my face has never been bigger😁😁 I love you sooooooo much ❤❤ it's ok take your time, heal properly, we will all be here waiting for you😁 ❤ I understand pain is just so exhausting in every level, and trying to go to work aswell, see this is why your my hero, you are so strong ❤❤ I'm so glad I heard from you ❤❤ I just knew you would be back😁 ❤ I lovvvvvvveeeee youuuuuuuuu ❤ sends you rainbows of healing powers 🌈🌈 😘