Whiskey Tango
I take my spouse on a an adventure. No work, no contact from outside, no issues, no need beyond entertainment. Pure bliss!
Than it happens.
Things turn to the worse and you are required to act.
The act is comfortingly.
The needs you must complete is not taxing or overwhelming. You accomplish everything with precision and finesse that only an expert could achieve.
Then Whiskey Tango Foxtrot
You accomplished everything. No task is needed
Whiskey Tango Foxtrot
What is the problem!
Foxtrot
Why is my skin crawling and my mind racing!!
Foxtrot
Is this what dispare feels like?
Dread?
Fear?
This makes no sense
@Barltik2065
The title of this caught my eye. I feel the act of accomplishing everything and not having anything to do, can lead you to have more time to spend with your mind. Which can sometimes lead to a lot of overthinking. So, I can definitely relate to that feeling.💜
@innateJoy9602
Absolutely.
Under normal circumstances, I find being alone is comforting. As an introvert, I recharge being left alone.
But when my spouse had an event of great negativity. I had almost zero issue. There were things of structure that needed to be done. No issue of any kind. Step 1 Step 2, A + B, etc. Simple. Schedule this. Answer questions, setup that. Clean this. I had things to do to occupy my brain and thoughts.
But, I found that being alone and/or being separated from my spouse (I was asked to get a hotel) brought extreme anxiety and chaos.
Just hearing the words "It is time you need to find a hotel to stay at while ..." sent my mind into overdrive in fifty million different directions and scenarios. None of them were positive.
@Barltik2065
Whiskey Tango Foxtrot indeed 😁
