Drugs don't work anymore ( i need more)
No matter how many painkillers I take, I feel like they're not working anymore.
I feel like I need to take more and more. Yesterday I got desperate, I searched for pills like crazy. I don't even remember how many pills I took anymore. I also don't know what I swallowed. Even though I'm losing my balance, I feel like I need something more, like alcohol. I just woke up. I was under the influence of pills all morning. And I don't know what else to do with my life. How do you all feel? (I really don't know how to express myself, sorry.)
@RashellLena24
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Please don't be sorry.
I'm sorry you are going through this, it's really dangerous to take so many pills, I understand though, you are struggling, you need to try as hard as it is to get to the core root of what's going on for you, to be able to process why you feel as you do, you deserve to feel safe and happy, sending you my best wishes, genuinely. It might help to chat with a doctor as things have spiralled 💜💕
I pray that you find the help that is most conducive to your healing and recovery process. There are a lot of different options for helping ease withdrawals, which help some people a LOT. It’s an individual choice of which method or means you utilize to get clean, but if/when you decide that you’re ready to take back control of your life and health, I pray that you are able to do so. I know from my own battle with pain pills that opiate addiction/abuse is no joke, and it takes daily practice to live a life free of pills. But it IS worth it, and it IS achievable for anyone who wants it! Much love and light to you as you navigate your journey ❤️