I want to get healthy...
Hey...I did really well for a couple of weeks of not doing any bad behaviors. And then last week I relapsed hard and got into more bad habits. It got really bad over the weekend. I want to stop all my bad habits forever. But it is so incredibly hard. I through away and deleted apps and things. I want to get better. I want to get healthy.
I am have been basically addicted to everything at some point and I am only 16. It is quite embarrassing. No one around me knows about any of my addictions since they don't care or notice me.
I got into a really bad situation and started dating two people. I ended things. But I hate myself for it. I know it was wrong.
I have been addicted to everything from P0rn to drugs, to alcohol to basically anything. It is really bad. I really want to stop.
@Pickoff
You starting up again, doesn't detract from the progress you've already made.
Day by day, continue to make small steps without pressurising the situation.
You are not a bad person.
But you need to consider your own safety and feelings, as well as the people that you are getting into situationships with.
You are not a bad person 🩷
@Amanda84
Thank you! And I am almost 3 days clean of everything which I am very proud of myself for
@Pickoff
So you should be 🩷🤗
It’s so hard. I totally get it. I’d recommend getting into ANY addiction recovery program and the principles they give you can apply to the other addictions. It’s hard to go through it alone.
@FeralCupcake7777
I can't find any recovery programs that are free... I don't have the money to spend on it. I also don't want anyone around me to find out. So it isn't really possible... I'm almost a week clean and so far it hasn't been as bad as I thought. I've just distracted myself by getting into new hobbies. Thanks ❤️