Porn

I have a very bad porn addiction that grew from me having access to the internet at a very young age and lately my thoughts and urges have gotten more and more out of hand to the point where the things I’m thinking about/watch are becoming borderline p3do content and I’m scared there’s something wrong with me and I’m constantly disgusted at my own thoughts and have self harmed multiple times because of the thoughts and urges I keep having. I really want to get get better but I don’t know how. I just need someone (a female😓) to talk to about this and what I no to do.