Sex, Drugs, Alcohol, & Porn
For as long as I can remember I've been *** up to 7 times a day. I was with my gf for 11 years before she caught me messaging other men and performing sex acts for them online.
I drink 5 days a week. Smoke 7+ grams of weed a day. Watch porn leisurely even when I'm not ***. My social media activity is purely for perverted activity. Sometimes I *** so many times a day I'm unable to perform correctly for my gf at night. It's beginning to affect my daily life as I'm no longer able to do the things I enjoy. I only spend my free time scouring the web for other perverted men to perform for or with. Sometimes in ways I'm not proud of.
I party all of the time and love to stay up all night with friends partying and dancing the night away.
I am unable to focus these days and im beginning to do things online that makes me afraid of what I'll be doing just to climax in the future
@sl4pj4ck Thank you for opening up and being here with us. It seems like you are experiencing some difficult feelings related to your habits and behaviors affecting your daily life and relationships. Feeling overwhelmed by these patterns can bring up strong emotions. What thoughts go through your mind when you engage in these activities? Please know you have all of us here with you to listen to and support you. You are not alone in this.