Some days are harder
Today I am 137 days marijuana-free. I was a chain smoker for 11 years, but I quit abruptly on October 19, 2025 after being laced by my dealer and almost losing my life.
Lately life has been really hard, and handling stress while sober hasn’t been easy. I’m working and trying my best, but addiction left me in debt and I’m currently struggling to make rent before my deadline on the 10th. If I can’t pay, my power and water will be cut for 15 days, which makes things even harder since I work from home.
Today I feel very tempted to smoke a joint just to escape the stress for a moment
@exuberantPapaya683
Don't do it! It's not worth it.
And congratulations!!! That's such an accomplishment <3
Hey, congratulations on being over 137 days marijuana free, I assume. How are things going now.? I realize it can be very hard. I have been off of marijuana for almost 18 months now, but that's due to probation and I'm worried about maybe going back to it when I get off next month. Great job on quitting smoking too! I have quit several times in my life but currently I'm smoking now and I hate myself for it.