Trying

People’s emotions are getting to me again and that suffocating restlessness is so back that I had a new relapse

I was two weeks free this time

It felt good but the mood thing and the increasing sounds ringing along with anything surrounding me is making me feel extra sensitive

Today was supposed to be my first hang out while being free but… yeah it happened

*** i can’t set boundaries nor handle emotions anymore

Before you tell someone about how bad things are going

Just try checking if they actually can handle listening to how intense your emotions are

Maybe some ppl out there are like me

It feels like I’m being pulled back to the black hole I was pulled out from

And that timer count sound in my head is ringing louder by the days