@fossilfellow Addiction Streak 🤍 *T.W*
I've been struggling a lot with my addiction, and it feels like it keeps getting worse, and I just want to make this thread here so I can track my progress.
I'm not sure how many time I'll post here, maybe multiple times a day sometimes. Idk, hope this helps 🤍
Day 8 - Today was very rough, but I didn't give in completely 🤍✅
@fossilfellow
Relapsed badly today, Urges were intense 😔
I'll start again.
@fossilfellow
Butler Alfred said this:
"Why do we fall, sir? ...... So that we can learn to pick ourselves up."
Yeah, just watching Batman trilogy now haha.
No, seriously. It is wise words. I am also struggling now and... I don´t have to ... it is my fault, and my responsibility and my decision. Nevertheless, God is there for me and he never critize me or isnt disappointed with me... or hurt... he encourages me, loves me, and so is gentle with me. He is helping me. Always. So do not be harsh on yourself, and discouraged, giving up hope... and those thoughts "I will never make it... I can never get free... here I am again as always... it is just not for me... I am weak..." Seriously, giving in and accepting those thoughts is what will make it reality in your life. It is lies.
We can do this.
You are doing great. I am rejoicing that you are in a place that you care... and you want to stop with those things... and change things and walk the right direction.
God bless you
Day 1 - Last night was very rough, but I didn't completely give in 🤍✅
Day 2 - Last night was rough, but I didn't completely give in 🤍✅
I had a relapse today, but I reflected on some things that I didn't before. I'll start again.
Day 1 - No urges, and I stayed clean the entire day 🤍✅
@fossilfellow
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Day 2 - No urges, and I stayed clean all day 🤍✅


