so *** lost
I destroyed my life in the last two years because of cocaine, loneliness, hating myself and isolating from everyone. I started to change like 5month ago, but relapsing lately. I know the root of the problem is myself and how I see myself, but *** I surprise myself everyday more, I know exactly the steps and I have psychological tools, but it's so difficult for me right now to creat my life again when I still feel that I deserve destroying myself, I know the feeling of hard work and achieving good things, I know I have to go that path, but I feel the only thing I know what to do since a kid is auto destruction . And I feel lost again honestly. I don't want to continue relapsing every month.
@bezoya43
You do deserve to heal.
You do deserve to be happy.
You are worth it.
You are not defined by your mistakes or your past 💚
I know life's not on the same path for everyone, everyone has their ups and downs and struggles. You do too, it's not about what gets you down it's all about how you manage to pick yourself up. I'd love to help you out with anything I can in this struggle of life of yours. I'm here for you regarding anything you need and want, to help you, motivate you, hear you, understand you and make you feel better. I'll do whatever I can to make sure you know someone has your back and you gotta make sure that you get out from the clothes of this addiction completely and for forever. I'm there for you, to trust you, hope for you, pray for you and make sure you get the best in life. Just a message away!
I want a help you
