Recovery is long and hard
I've been in recovery off and on for the past 20 years and have relapse about four times. My whole family has addictions so I was raised around it being okay to use substances.
I started drinking when I was 14 years old. The worst part of it was my mom didn't care just as long as I didn't or wasn't in her way.
@Loveyourfate
never give up my friend, keep pushing through you deserve sobriety its one of the greatest gifts you can give to yourself.
if you ever need someone to talk to there will never be any judgement i am a recovering addict myself so from one to another you are never alone in this fight! <3
Recovery can be joyful if you let it, for my mindset and sobriety i tend to think the opposite of how much my life is better because of my long journey and the other things I can accomplish down this road