14 year old addict

Im not going to beat around the bush, I'm definitely addicted. I first accedently stumbled apon porn while simply browsing Google. After that I just couldn't stop looking. I can't fall asleep untill i look at porn and masturbate. I always feel really good in the moment, i convince myself that this is perfectly normal and that it's okay, but after I'm done, reality hits me and i can't bare to think of what i have done. I always try my best to break this habit, I've tried many site blockers etc, but i always find a way around each one while I'm horny. The slightest thing related to sex makes me horny, and i feel like i HAVE to masturbate. I hate it. I feel like an awful human being. I'm not worthy of my parents love. If everyone knew about my addiction I would be an outcast. They would never look at me the same and i would lose all sense of privacy. I don't know what to do. If i could turn back time, i would tell myself to just stay innocent. It isn't worth it. I've regretted that unfortunate google search every day since then.