Being the person I want to be.

Hello, thank you for visiting.

I'm 34 and married.

I have an on and off problem with consuming pornography. This is only a mild strain on my marriage. I am mostly able to control this.

Recently a woman that my wife and I play online games with was coming into me. I had a hard time resisting the attention. I failed. I gave her my e-mail address and she sent me photos of herself.

I had a moment of clarity and deleted the message, but it was too late. My wife had discovered it. Now I'm a cheater. We have a young daughter and she is the only reason that I'm allowed to attempt to redeem myself.

I want to be stronger. I want to overcome this for my family. This will be day 1 of a new me.