Bipolar , OCD and hypersexuality porn addiction
I'm 18 and I have pure OCD and bipolar an I'm hypersexual used to have phonesex with a girl and it got very bad we used to do roleplays and talk very dirty . We used to talk about scenarios of porn like threesomes and all that it happened like 10 times and everytime we hung up I would realise what had happened and start obsessing about it and I told her that not to call me because if we do I know I can't controll it but she kept callin . I can't move on from that and I feel so alone . Guilt n shame is killine
Prayers
Am I horrible person
No your not.
You are not a horrible person. You are exploring your sexuality and what feels enjoyable. But if you feel like you are obsessing, maybe you could consider taking a step back but only you can make that choice. I don't think it's nice that she is ignoring how you feel about it. You are not alone in this.