Ghost of me

I was obsessed with porn for a long time, I started at like 7 or 8 from force. It's taken me a long time to get to this point but the spark in that relationship has died. The thrill is gone. I've seen all I could I see. There aren't any surprises anymore...it's a hard truth but a liberating reality but thankfully I survived the madness.

I'm just learning this as well that you don't have to fight a ghost...

I kept searching for a grand finale to that arc of my life but it came very incupicuously...but I know the more consistent I am with moving on the the thrill of that chapter ending will override the grasp that obsession had.