Porn sex and attention
I have always since young seeked attention from others and with that my sexual addiction of being noticed I loved. Seems like I just have the urge to release by constant porn watching or tryin to talk to women sexual just to get that sexual release. I just want help moving forward and what I should do.
@abelsanchez8587
hi abel! Thank you so much for posting your worries and concern in the community. It seems you have valuable information from the member above, i want you to know that there are lots of resources for what you are going through. Did you only have one parent growing up? As from relevant expeirence of my own i had a very strange habit to go and sleep with alot of men during my teenage years and found that it had to do with sexual abuse and lacking a father growing up! Remember as said before there could be many factors to this situation, please don’t hesitate to reach out and get the valuable support you need and discuss in the forums in our addiction community as this is a safe nonjudgmental zone and i strive everyday to keep it as such for my community addiction members<3 I hope you find this post well. Have a great night/day abel, dont refrain from not discussing, i will answer back:)
I had everything as a child. I was star of everything. As I hit my teenage years that's when things was for me trying to gain friends and I missed that star feeling emotion. So when I got noticed by either buying my friends by always takin out people or buying things to look cool it was self esteem boost for me to noticed. When I was 15 was first time I had sex and from there and on I enjoyed that feeling. I found out free phone chats and porn which I just enjoyed the feeling of release. As I got older 17 and 18 the girl I dated spoke about me to others at school about me being bigger below which in process open doors to cheating. I guess from there made me realize that girls like that so I kept on. I cheated and I feel so bad after like immediately after but my mind was shadowed just to ejaculate. Now I'm 36 and going thru perhaps a divorce I want to fix this