abstinence log
I’m struggling, if I’m being real. I’m trying abstinence from porn and compulsive sexual habits because I’m tired of feeling pulled around by urges and instant gratification. I don’t hate myself for it, but I don’t like how dependent I feel on it either. I want to know what life feels like when I’m not constantly chasing stimulation or numbing things out. I know this probably won’t be easy, and I’ll probably mess up at times, but I want to try anyway. Mostly, I just don’t want to feel alone in this.
day 1 06/2/26. so far so good.
day 1 again, 06/08/26 starting over. its an odd feeling to want to post here but have feelings of shame for posting. this isn't an addiction that people really talk about, compared to other problems. its like i shouldn't post, its not a "big" problem. others problems are more then mine. its a feeling that i shouldn't because this issue is small. so I'm posting about that.
You are never alone...
You are never alone...