Dating

After hard time and battling with anxiety"I have bad social anxiety" I confessed to a girl whom I really liked in my part time job , I said in the end if she didn't give an answer then I understand, and she did just that , for me weirdly enough , I feel like she's acting more interesting , by texting /talking , i just confessed yesterday, I was dumb enough that when she wanted to talk about it , I said we don't have to I understand u , she tried to ask what did I understand, I just ignored it "I don't know why I said that I was just in such a bad mood I get either too happy-eneregtic or too down way too down

I thought confession would give me a clear answer but it didn't , even after talking to a common friend he's acting suspicious and acting like that she likes me

Trying to save my last bit of dignity, just answering shortly, and not gonna flirt or try again but it's getting my anxiety worse , any advice?