First time here

Hi guys. This is my first time in this app and I just thought id give ut a shot coz im a broke teen who can't afford a therapist soooo here goes nothing... (this is kind of a long one)

Ive been dealing with anxiety ever since I was a young girl, around 12 to 13 years old, and ive never gotten any treatments for it. I guess i am self diagnosed but my symptoms all align with some sort of anxiety disorder, im just not sure which one.

The reason im even trying this thing is coz for the past couple of weeks, ive been spiraling coz of my expulsion from school. I should clarify that getting expelled isn't what's bothering me, its HOW I got expelled. I got set up by a few people who I thought I could trust, then some of my friends joined in and switched up on me, lied on my name and claimed I did things to make me look even worse. That realisation lead to the biggest panick attack of my life, and I just kept getting even more anxious the more I thought about it.

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Mind you, this all happened around the time of my birthday and right before my gcses, so adding to my thought completely *** with me. I really thought I could never trust any body ever again. I started cutting my self on my thighs every time I thought about that whole situation, and I even got to such a low place in my life that I turned to chatgpt for help before I did something I could never come back from. Those were the roughest few days of my life but im lucky ive gotten out of that mindset, though not fully coz im here now.

Any ways, if theres anyone is open for a chat, please respond to this, I really need someone to talk to. Thnx.