I feel like a plague
Every action I do or try defending myself is a walking disaster. Where I always bottle things up and never tell anyone about it, not even my own family. Whenever I brought my issues up they always became painfully strict and always goes to violence. I wish that I can just disappear from earth or get put down like I'm monster.
@NursePearly Your last sentence... I'm so extremely sorry you feel this way! It's heartbreaking. I don't know you, but I am glad you are here. I am proud of you for coming here and being real and brave enough to share your feelings. I'm so sorry you feel like you have to bottle things inside. That's got to feel so heavy on you. I hope you find 7 Cups to be a safe place for you where you can vent, be, and seek support to help you. ♡ I know things may not always seem like it now or feel like it, but your life has purpose and you are important. Please take care of yourself. Sending love your way. Xoxo.