I hate when I know I’ll be an anxious mess and prove myself right

I’ve been an anxious mess all day in preparation for meeting with my dad for the first time in three years.

To say it went bad is an understatement. I feel such emotional whiplash I’m already taking the day off tomorrow and I can’t sleep. I just want to forget this dinner and some if the things he said to me.

I knew this was going to be a bad idea and i Wish I listened to my gut