Life hitting hard
I afraid of judgements . I afraid of my mistakes. I find hard in focusing. I keep talking into my head making stories which makes me feel happy . I stay in my head whole day. Correcting my past mistake expressing myself in my head. Explaining my side . Imagining to be loved understood pride in every story , every conversation i make in my head makes me feel so good that i heardly like to stay in present. Its a escape place when i find any work hard or i feel bored.
I lost my job 3 months ago. Not able to find any good opportunity. Running out of money. Sometimes lose hope. Feel highly stressed about my future feel stuck anxious restless all at once
@cyanWalker4998
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You are going through so much.
And it's easy to see why you remain in your head and create a safety zone.
I hope you find work soon and I hope things start improving for you, so your reality doesn't need to be escaped at all 💚
Feel free to pop into a sharing circle, where you can share in a safe and non judgemental space, you'd be welcome 💚
@cyanWalker4998, i am so sorry you lost your job. that alone makes things very stressful. praying He sends the perfect job opportunity your way soon (:
its okay to be afraid of making mistakes, just don't let it stop you from taking risks and making decisions. if you fail, you fail. FAILING IS OKAY. thats how we live and we learn.
i think about my past a lot also. sometimes i get so stuck on how i could've handled things differently or wished i could've explained my side of the story that it consumes so much of my time and energy. all we can do is learn from things and move on. we can miss our present and our future by overthinking our past.
you seem overall bored with life in general. so change that (: what makes you happy? start a new hobby, do things that bring you joy. visit with family, hangout with friends, make new friends.
also, in the bible we're told take captive our every thought. so every negative, fearful, doubtful, anxious thought you have grab that sucker and toss it right out of your brain and replace it with Truth.
praying He guides you to bigger and better things so that your present will be better than anything you could ever imagine (:
Don't worry, you are enough
Don't worry, you are enough