My best friend

Hiya @sunnyBalloon9428 nice to meet you!

I hear you are feeling a lot of fear and uncertainty right now about your friendship, and that’s completely understandable, when things aren't going as smoothly.

It’s really hard when you care deeply about someone and feel like things aren’t quite the same as they used to be. You must be feeling a lot of pressure to fix things and return to that normalcy, and it’s tough when you’re worried about losing someone so important to you.

You said you feel like you keep messing things up, which must be quite heavy on your heart.  It’s clear you value this friendship a lot and want it to thrive again. Have you had a chance to talk openly with your friend about how you’re feeling? Sometimes sharing your fears can help create a safe space for both of you to communicate and reconnect.

It’s okay to make mistakes though, that’s part of being human. If you feel comfortable, maybe you could reach out and express your feelings, letting your friend know how much they mean to you and your desire to work on things together? 

I hope things are better for y'all soon.💛