What can I Do?

Hello everybody, I’m new here and I want to tell my story. I’m in my 20 and I’m in college. Well my situation is that I betrayed my parents. My dad sends me money every certain time so I can pay my food, college, and extra stuff. He also sends money to pay pending bills of the credit card. Almost all the amount that we need to pay of the credit card is because I’d asked him before if I could buy a new laptop, a pair of glasses and some other things. I always tell him when I want to use it and I always tell him that I make sure to make the payments at time. Since last month, the money he sends i will spend it on going to places with my friends, going out to eat, etc. I spend that money cause I’d thought I could pay it back but instead I never did. Now my dad know that the credit card hasn’t been paid, and he is very angry at me, also my mother. I am an only child, in my life is only my dad and my mom. That hardest part for me is that I’d never had any trouble with my parents, but know I’m freaking out. Right now I’m in hotel and avoiding any calls cause I’m very scared and ashamed of my action. I just need someone to talk with